Friday, October 9, 2009

This and that.

When it snows for the first time // I go out to catch it on my tongue.

When I don't know how to spell tongue // I try every possible way to spell it until I get the definition and the right word.

When Ronald McDonald comes into work at 7am, busting though the door practically yelling and I'm still half asleep and he has a bright white face with bright red hair // My heart skips a beat and jumps out of my chest, then I just have to laugh.

When my allergies and nasty nose try to come back // I remember I'm healed and I use my Netti Pot to wash my sinuses. 

When I forget how close God is // I mess up.

I am so in need of my Jesus. He says when I seek Him // I will find Him. 

This has been a crazy last few months and it seems like I don't remember what seeking God means. It sounds crazy because I love my God and I have given Him my everything. What else can I do? I guess actually give Him everything, not just say that I have to sound good or make myself feel better, or say it one week and take it back the next.

He is so jealous for me and wants all of me. All. Even the parts I don't know how to give.

myself // death

Jesus // the way, the truth, and the life.



1 comment:

  1. That was awesome Mark. I loved it. Thanks for sharing.

    -dustin

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